You never met in person up to that point. You weren’t really cheating with a real person. You cheated with someone who gave you the impression you needed. We always think the grass is greener or we learn about ourselves by taking risks. Everything always works out as a lesson. I just want to send you my love. I have been where you are and in my honesty I lost someone who didn’t need to know everything, because in the end it works out for the truth. You don’t need to hurt someone to release your guilt.