Yes, we don’t and it’s because, at least for me, our ambitions run counter with what is regarded as socially-, economically-, and psychologically-esteemed. Last thing I did is post four piano solos with accompanying illustrations to SoundCloud (https://savioni.wordpress.com/2021/11/21/little-nibble/) that if I am lucky three people will listen to and that will be it. Oddly, I met my sister’s girlfriend’s best friend at a wedding recently and we’ve been dating and we have nothing in common except that she is my type and she is a truly good person. As long as I take it slow it might work. I don’t know what she’s thinking but I feel blessed. She has her stuff together.