Why? Why does it seem like the ones we love are not the ones who love us? Why does God do this train of the disconnected thing? I don't understand the point. An author, whose name I can't quite remember said that in every relationship, there is always someone scheming to get out. But, I am guilty Galit of wanting you and I am sure the delusion of granduer follows like a light in the distance, as a house on the hill that I only admire from afar.