We can be allies. We are in love with you. I think once you said this, we would heed your call. We think we are just throw-away relations. I remember one relationship, where she started yelling at me and because I feel once someone is yelling at you, it means its over, I stopped communicating with her. I felt horrible. I don't remember what I did, I only felt like there was no point in going on. Later, she wondered why I stopped communicating. Maybe I expected an apology. I could not understand what would cause her to yell at me.