True, I think we are looking at life and work differently, but I also fear what is being lost. I work at a job that triggers me because of the things they do and will do to “maximize profits.” At times, I am literally running to keep up and I have to be very careful not to make mistakes. It’s like jamming corn down a goose’s neck. My body is reacting: Heart attack, digestive issues, sleep apnea. I sleep to recover and I am about to break up with my girlfriend because I can’t handle the stress. I don’t know what to do. I have no idea what I can do. As an artist, nothing ever came from my work.