There is no such thing as “casual” sex. I miss all my lovers and ex wife. Every woman who slept with me ultimately flattered me. They honored me with their nakedness and their power. I miss them deeply and I can say that I loved them. Even more so that they are gone. There is nothing casual about this memory and feelings. I touched the heart of god when I thrust back and forth, looked at their bodies, kept warm with them. We were always two. I remember them very well. I wish one of them were here with me. I am finally ready. Sex reveals our humanity and there is nothing casual about that.