Thank you for sharing. I am consummately interested in sex work. It is so interesting to me. I couldn’t possibly sleep with someone I didn’t like. In fact, I think it would be impossible. And thus, I could never charge them. Moreover, involving money seems to undermine the intimacy or take advantage of someone’s vulnerability, which is not to say your are not vulnerable. I think in the end, this lie or fact of the only reason a sex worker sleeps with you is because of money, makes the event deeply unsatisfying and undesirable. As I get older, I find I am less desirable, and I am beginning to accept that. Having to pay someone, removes self-worth. I am accepting who I am.