I have only ever sought one love that worked. I am not greedy. I still pine for a woman I had known and crushed on for a few years and then we got together after an email from her. Our time together was hot and heavy, but she was living with someone at the time. She moved out but not with me. I was disappointed. Thinking about her is such a waste of time, but I love completely until I find another, and one person is always enough, maybe too much, because she becomes my everything.