I am so glad you wrote this piece, I have always chosen women, who were the most frightening. And while I could never maintain their interest, they were consummate sources of my art. When I hear their voices or read their correspondences, or just see them in passing, I am always reminded of why I was smitten in the first place. They are all a million times smarter and better looking than I am. I never understood how I attracted them. I am glad I did. I would go back to them in a second, as if that were possible. Once they found out how much of a crush I had, how I was holding my breath, literally from the time I saw them, until they were able to extricate my hands from their bodies, I think they thanked their lucky stars. All of them made vows to never get involved with someone like me again.